Tuesday, September 27, 2011

To understand

I've been trying so hard to juggle with works, breastfeeding and spending time with Danial.
In this wee hour, every minutes count.
Like if I have to bathe it will take 30mins, if I spend 30mins with Danial, 
I could see him on his own chest.
(Tapi takde la sampai aku tak mandi)

I am starting to be so calculative about my time.
Every second of it.
Because I am afraid that I would miss watching him grows.
I am afraid that he grows up so fast that I can not keep up with the pace.

I will be leaving on Saturday. I'm sure I'm going to miss Danial so much.
But I know that he will be in good hands.
Terima kasih bu. Terima kasih ayah.
Sebab tolong jagakan Danial.

To my husband,
please don't work so hard ;P
please don't come home so very late, Danial would not see his mother once in a while.
I don't want him not to see his father too.
and
please take pictures of Danial.
When he cries, when he laughs, when he poos. (bukan poo dia)

My son's left foot - comel kan?

Danial, mummy loves you so very much.

4 comments:

  1. sedih... nanges ok baca entry ni... pais bole imagine - time my husband n baby dah hantar kat intan, n masa utk ditinggalkan mesti pais meraung smbil tengok mata ayra terkebil-kebil dari dlm kereta.. i dah start nangis tiap2 mlm.. :((

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  2. tula. syahdu pais. tak tahu la bole tahan ke tak nanti. memang aku akan nanges je la kalau derang paksa-paksa buat ni buat tu. bile main-main ngn danial pun nak nanges bile teringat kene berpisah ngn dia. aduh. benci betul. tapi takpe la. kite cuba bersemangat sikit. sebab kite benci benda ni, so kite kene la buat sehabis baik. at least i ada pais, hazel ngn kawan-kawan lain kan :)

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  3. hopefully DPA ni cepat abis @ tak terasa lama jugak tak diganggu dengan 'sambedi2' yang over n menyusahkan.. if kita sedih, mak mak peluk ramai2 bole? hahahahah!

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  4. haha bole bole. kite peluk secara berjemaah. kene ada moral support untuk orang-orang baru bersalin cam kita. maklumla, hormon tak stabil.

    eww.. agaknya pasni 'sambedi2' tu tanya soalan ape la lagi kan? bole tak kalau tak potong kuku kot?

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